UGH!

I think I will abstain from writing about the upcoming elections.  I am feeling a lot of anger right now and I might regret what I write.

After my NEAR accident yesterday I am praying that more choices open up.  I have decided to apply to more Unis for grad school.  To broaden my choices, and because I am changing the major I want to study.  I want to study what I want, if it ends up being a mistake, then its okay at least its MY mistake and I will be paying for my own mistakes.  I don’t want to live my life regreting the choices just bcuz the “older” ppl think thats what is right.

So my near accident yesterday.  Driving to see my dad, my mood is already the worst its been in the past week, this guy comes speeding like a maniac in his SUV (and I am in a SUV also).  He’s flashing his lights for me to move, and unless my car can become a helicopter I am pretty sure it was quiet obvious that I CANT GO TO THE RIGHT smart ass.  Anyways, so I stay put cuz I wasn’t about to kill myself to make room for that piece of shit bastard (yes I am still angry) when he thinks hes too good for everyone and goes into the emergency lane, and swerves his car to hit mine.  Thank god his measurements were off and he didn’t hit my car cuz we were both going pretty fast.

I am in an angry, pissy, horrible mood.